By BigMouthfla

And that’s our life thus far. I frequently hold his dick while he’s taking a leak. Still turns us on a lot. I stay locked in my belt 24/7. Don’t even know how long it’s been, but I’m accustomed to it now. Mostly anyway. I still do get those “rages” where it’s like I can’t take it anymore. But it passes. I’ll say that those orgasms he is able to trigger while deep inside me is well worth the frustration that I go through with the belt. Nothing in this world could describe how those feel. And if I only ever get to feel those forever on end, I’ll take it!

At night, we always sleep with me between his legs, his cock in my mouth. The harness connecting us together. It’s our regular position. We have become very comfortable like this, and I wouldn’t know what it’s like to sleep in any other way.

Sometimes, for fun he puts locks on the harness and puts the keys in the time-locked box. Other times not. It’s just for some additional fun is all. Doesn’t really mean anything. Just adds a small element of excitement. We often forget about it though.

One night we were laying there in bed. I guess neither of us were really totally asleep. I think we were both in a half-sleep state. I was and I think he was too. I was as comfortable as always just laying there. Was just enjoying the moment. Just before going to bed, he did put the keys to the padlocks in the time-lock safe. Nothing unusual there.

I knew he was still at least half awake, as he was ever so gently rubbing my head. Just so nice to feel his hands on my head. He was about half hard at that point. Feels great to feel his touch. Gosh how I love the feeling of being so close to him. Just cannot get enough of it. It’s like when I feel his dick on my tongue. It’s as though it’s “at home,” Feeling his exposed cock head resting ever so comfortably on my tongue where it’s warm and moist. Just feels so right. It’s one of the things that really connects us. I feel so close to him, and feeling him securely in me like that really solidifies that feeling. I just can’t get enough of it. He feels the same way. So trusting of him to plant himself in me like that. So trusting of me to allow him into me like that. It’s an amazing bond we have.

That night, I was just thinking about all of that. So nice. Without any warning, I felt a spurt of piss gush into my mouth. ARGH!!! I protested at once. Having no choice, I swallowed it quickly. I was not at all prepared for that. He immediately said, “Oh my god I am SO sorry! So so very sorry. I didn’t know that was going to happen. Please please please forgive me. I am so sorry, Baby.” I mumbled in dissatisfaction. As he had locked the keys in the safe, there wasn’t much either of us could do at that moment. What in the world was he thinking? Now, I’ll tell you — it wasn’t as bad as I had always thought it would be. I was expecting far worse. No, it wasn’t sweet tea, but wasn’t all that terrible. Not that I’d like to do that again though.

He apologized a few more times before we both drifted off to sleep.

The next morning came and as you can imagine, I had quite a few words once I could speak again. I asked him, “What in the hell was that last night?” He looked really sad and again apologized. “But what was that all about??” “I’m sorry, honey, really am. I was just laying there thinking how nice it would be if we could share that as well. It’s kinda of the next evolution in our connection. I won’t push you into that if you don’t want to, but was just thinking about how nice it would be if we could be free to do that. I guess my mind just got carried away and some came out. I am really sorry about that. Would never do that to you on purpose. But I’ll tell you, I’d like to explore more of that with you. Don’t you think it’s the next stage of our connection?”

“I don’t know,” I said. “You can’t just do that again. Not like that anyway. I’m not saying that we cannot ever do that again. Just NOT like that. I was totally unprepared.”

“I know, and I promise, that won’t happen again. But do you think we could try again WHEN we are both prepared? Not time frame or anything. I just want to know that if we ever want to, that there won’t be any barriers there and we’d be free to do that. Just know that I’m free to give that to you, and your being willing to take it will be awesome. Whether we do or not, it will be nice to know that there are no barriers there.”

“Ok, no barriers. SLOWLY we can try that one day. I want you to know that I’m not crazy about it. I’m willing to try, though. You just HAVE to be slow and … look … if I can’t do it, I can’t do it. Ok? I’ll try, but I cannot guarantee that I can do that.”

“All I want is for you to be open to trying. Maybe one day you’ll enjoy it. And if you never do, then we will never do it again,” he said.

I know what he was saying. Yeah I had secretly hoped that we’d get to that point. Well, I did and didn’t. It’s hot as hell to think about. Just not sure how fantasy translates into reality is all. Truth be told, I had already tasted his piss before as I’d frequently suck him off in the bathroom. Little bits here and there. Wasn’t that terrible. And what he let loose in my mouth, as I said, wasn’t all that terrible. Just not sure of the whole thing, is all.

That night as we lay in bed, he did NOT lock the harness up that night. He said he wasn’t going to do that for a while. Just didn’t feel right doing that. It would have been fine with it if he did, but he didn’t want to. Fine either way.

Before we attached to each other, I told him that I’d be ok if he wanted to try “a little.” “I’m open to it, but you just HAVE to warn me and be gentle and slow,” I said. He understood and said he’d only ever do that if I gave him permission. Nice huh? He’s the KH here, but he won’t do things without my permission. It’s called a two-way relationship.

We attached as normal, and I was waiting. Expecting. Not much of anything. I finally mumbled an inquisitive questioning sound as to suggest “well?” He said, “What?” I then mumbled, “I’m waiting.” Think he understood. He asked, “You want me to?” I mumbled, “un hun.” “Are you sure?” he questioned. I confirmed that it was ok.

“Ok, honey, just get ready.” I wasn’t sure what to expect. Didn’t know if it was going to be a lot or a little. I could feel him stirring around a bit. The anticipation was actually quite erotic. Can’t believe I was getting turned on by this. I knew that any second it was going to happen. It was actually kind of exciting. Finally, I could feel it travel through the bottom of his dick and land in my mouth. I have to say, feeling it travel from deep in his body then into mine was ‘very’ erotic. Wow. I hadn’t a clue. He didn’t let out much. But it was enough to feel new feelings that I had never thought of before. He was right. That connection just grew stronger.

I let out a “mmm.” He laughed a little and asked, “Is that ok? Are you ok?” I let out an enthusiastic “un hun!” He asked, “You want more?” I confirmed. “Ok, I’ll give a little more.” And he did. Still, it wasn’t much, but enough to feel what was happening. My own dick tried its damndest to get hard in its chastity belt. It was apparently liking this. Here I was permanently locked in a chastity belt, only ever to experience anally induced orgasms, while secured tightly to my man’s body with his cock in my mouth with him pissing right into my mouth. How hot is that! I wouldn’t have thought this could be so damned hot, but OMG this is heaven!

“More?” “UN HUN!!” Giggling, he said, “ok, let’s go…” He let a bit more out this time. Waited for a brief moment, then more. And more. At one point, he was letting it out more forcefully. I felt the stream hit the back of my throat, and I damned near shot off. Oh how I wish SO much that I could reach down and jerk my own cock, but dammit … I couldn’t!! That was the hottest thing in the world. I couldn’t believe how hot and erotic this was. Ok, I’m sold. I want this all the time now. Who knew!

He kept going in spurts. Don’t even know how much. But I was loving it. I was so turned on. Eventually he was done. He touched my head and said, “Baby, I am so happy you liked that.” I mumbled “UN HUN!” I could tell he was smiling and happy. “We can do this as often as you want. But I hope you like it, because I would like to continue this as part of our connection. I feel so close to you right now. Thank you for letting me do this.”

I was in bliss. He started getting hard, and I was sucking him so eagerly. Within minutes, I had a huge load hitting the back of my throat. Ah his cum is so delicious. And even though he had let go quite a bit of his other fluids directly into my mouth, as always, the way I enjoyed it, I went to sleep with the taste of his juice in my mouth. It’s bliss.

 

To be continued …