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Mark North is a writer and creative explorer based in NYC, focusing on topics like queer intimacy, male bonding, and modern digital desire. With years of personal experience navigating hookup apps, gay subcultures, and online spaces for men, he brings an honest and playful voice to the conversation. His recent work includes features on body image, hookup safety, and authentic connection between men in a no-filter digital age. You can explore his latest project at Gay Hookup, a curated platform for men looking to flirt, connect, and meet on their own terms - without judgment.

Final Loss: a Lost Identity Postlude

By Marknorth

Part 1

I missed the damn bus!  I had thought I had more than enough time to get to the station before it left, but I had been wrong.  I was in a panic when I got to the station and realized that I had missed it by about 20 minutes.  I had to plead with the clerk at the bus station to make an exception and get me another ticket.  He eventually did, but made sure that the replacement ticket was the most restrictive kind there was.

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Lost Identity

By Marknorth

Part 1

I really hadn’t done anything all afternoon but watch the clock.  It was almost 3:00 and I was starting to get nervous.  The FedEx deliveries were usually brought around usually by 2:30.  Maybe he didn’t send it or it was sitting down in the mailroom.  I knew I was running tight on time and couldn’t be late or all the planning would be for nothing.  It was a one chance deal – don’t show and don’t bother trying again.  It was Friday, I had next week off, and I had finally gotten up the nerve to fulfill a major fantasy – I was going to give up complete control.

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