By Marknorth
Part 3
Intellectually, I knew that I shouldn’t have posted those pathetic, pleading messages on the site. Emotionally, however, I had no choice. I needed my freedom back. The chastity in and of itself was almost tolerable; but his nearly sadistic control was not. My life was no longer my own. Every little misstep I made was punished – sometimes to the point of brutality.